Midnight Thoughts.

It had been a while.. when I realize I would had that genuine smile on my face.
It's been a while I stopped joking..
It's been a while for me to stop being negative.

Still remember how I create every scene just to see him smile.
How I wish he know how much I care about seeing him happy by my side.

To feel.. the warm of being hugged from behind..
To feel.. the grip of the palm crossing each of my fingers..
To feel.. the feeling of being remembered when I'm not around..
To feel.. the comfort of being around doing nothing together..
To feel.. the heart is beating once again right when our lips touched..
To feel.. the greediness of receiving two gifts every year..
To feel.. you.. by my side..again. 



One Half Cafe

Kuala Lumpur, Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Never thought I'll have the mood to blog in the middle of the night.
But just wanna share a newly opened cafe at Taman Paramount which it's call One Half.


Thailand Photo Diary ( Bangkok to Cha-Am & Hua Hin )

Hua Hin, Hua Hin District, Prachuap Khiri Khan 77110, Thailand
So I was travelling to Thailand at both Hua Hin and Bangkok last month.
Sadly, the King of Thailand passed away by October. 

It may be a bad time for tourist to venture but it's a great thing to explore a country
in this kind of different period. I mean it's not an every day thing right?

So the first stop was actually from KUL - BKK but we step to Hua Hin.
A further state from Bangkok. It's around 3-4 hours ride. 

Through the journey we get to pass by Cha-Am.
Took a few photo's during my trip over here.

1000 Sook , Cha-Am


This is How its like to love me

Kuala Lumpur, Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

When I'm talking about relationship.. I'm totally not the right person you want to ask for an advice from.
Sometimes I do feel really fucked up all over again but would try to keep the imperfect love
going because I believe because this is passing chapter of my life and
will try to make every little magic to keep you close to me.



So heyyyyy guess what? Althea Korea had just turned One years old !!

I feel so grateful that they were brought into Malaysia when it first started.
Couldn't imagine how hurtful it could be when you shop on the malls and the price are double 
meanwhile shopping on Althea is much more reasonable plus it's shipped directly from Korea!



Realizing is another way to reflect back on things that happen on your daily basis.
Realizing makes you wonder why you're still around with all this people wrapping by your side.
Realizing make you grow mature from learning to make your own decisions.
Realizing make your heart blooms from the small little seeds to a beautiful sunflower.
Realizing make you think are you happy for who you are right now?


Be You, Be Yourself.

Can you ever believe that this post was written right after i finish watching Legally Blonde movie
for the very first time? This movie was so popular back then when i was in my high school.
I adore how fashionable she could be, how interesting she was popping in and out on every magazine.
But guess what? I finally watched the movie and it was so good that I learned so much from this.

First : Blonde doesn't mean you are stupid.

Second: Love make us all dumb but at least we tried to be away from that.

Third: Nothing is impossible. Have faith in yourself.

Fourth: Never fall for a guy just wanted you for your body. Instead, fall for your mind and your soul.


Bye Bye Blue Hair @ Number 76 Saloon

Number 76 Bangsar

Okay, so you guys know i am pretty obsessed with my blue hair since CNY and i actually
touch up the blue color cuz i was so so so obsessed.

My blue hair stays for somehow 4 months? Then i decided to cover it with dark color.
If you follow me on Instagram @cookiellu i actually dyed my hair a lot for the past few months
so i decided to rest my scalp as my dearly mom actually complained a lot.

Places that you can see cherry blossom in Seoul

So in Seoul, Korea starting on early April where people flock over to see the cherry blossom.
So where can you look for them when you're in Seoul?

Here's a few places that you may want to consider where it's not crowded.

1. Children Grand Park
This park is full of secrets. It's normal from the outside but when you walk in to it..
Every steps would slowly take your breathe away..


Lost CHild


I just got this feeling of being so tired..

So tired of life.
So tired of the peoples.
So tired of the society.
So tired of the everything and just anything.

And they i realize..
The problem was just me myself.
I had been overthinking and I lose myself..
I care too much about what people look at me..

I was a lost child,,
I had been feeling blue everyday for now and then..
I woke up from this and i realize..

It wasn't that bad after all.
I just need to realize I am good.
I just need time to adjust myself.
It's okay to make mistake.
It's okay to cry.
It's okay to change.

Thus.. I'll be better than now.


PS150 @ Petaling Street

Just hopping into this new bar at Chinatown.
The bar was a bit hard to find and looks dodgy from the outside.


Tsubohachi Izakaya-Hokkaido @ Publika Solaris Dutamas

How long has it been?
I use to blog about food all the time until i stopped for a while. ( and I gained lot's of weight )
But my love for foods never stop cuz i'm constantly eating and who doesn't?
Okay tons of crap but hey guess what?

Went here with Rex yesterday and we found this authentic Japanese restaurant online
and we were so eager to tried out. The food was good and does not disappoint my taste buds.
The name of this place is Tsubohachi Izakaya-Hokkaido and it's located above Ante at Publika.

To the 2016

Well its 2016 and now only i'm updating my 2015 holiday stuff.
Well what to do?

My birthday falls on 26th Dec and who would be this free during that holiday week?
Okay lot's of excuses but I'm really thankful for all of my friends and family who actually
make time to celebrate my birthday with me last year.

I never felt like that for years and it's nice to keep myself busy and meeting
different kind of peoples every weekend and for like the entire December i was busy
until yesterday i still get to celebrate my super belated birthday :p

Yes lucky kid I know. Well let see what i can share on my blog today..
Some long overdue photos will do the talk.

The very first batch of people who celebrate my birthday are mostly my best friends
and my brother. I get to eat Alaskan King Crab and it was so sharp it poked my fingers :|

And blew the very first birthday cake at Black Market and tons of cupcakes which is not shown here.
Thanks Shenz <3 for being so thoughtful and my beloved brother and Hermes on this dinner.

Then following by another surprise birthday cake at work!
Thanks to my colleagues! So thoughtful, they actually remember i love pudding :'(

Then showing off a bit of my birthday present which is this dandelion ring. *tsk tsk*
Thanks Ah Siew! I super love this. Even thou I'm afraid that i might broke the glass someday :|

Then on 25th Dec, i meet like all this people which i never get to see them everyday.
They are like the busy people on the list-of-people i can only meet after a few months of queuing.
Thanks for the pressie ahhh :D
Oh ya gonna promote a bit, he is single and available.
Let me know if you wanna get to know him. Ladies.. just don't be shy okay? :p

Then second round follow up by another list-of-people i can only meet after a few months of queuing.

We were here at Hacha Mecha @ Trec KL for some wagyu beef don and wine.

It's always nice seeing her. I love hanging out with girls who love to eat as much as me.
Yes and we always check out all the yummy food and tried out together.
Thanks love. See you soon.

Phew, okay and on 26th Dec..

Finally i'm here at Two Sons Bistro @ Publika.
My friends have been raving how good the clams are and i'm here with my favorite peoples
on my bird dayyyyyyyyyyyyy. I still don't understand why do i call it a bird day.

I even got a new hair color just for my birthday week :|
This hair color is done by Ivan from Number 76 @ Bangsar Branch
I like how the highlights stand out when i braided it.

I really really ate lot's of yummy food during December.
I don't really need any gifts and all i want was to spend time with all of this wonderful people
and just buy me food will do :p

Then ahhhhhhhh i just want to rewind how much i love the wagyu beef that night at Marble 8.
Probably one of the very best wagyu beef i ever tasted and thanks for this well planned dinner.
Thanks for you know who you are.

Now for some shameless shout out time.
Thanks AD for this lovely illustration of me and Poppy!
Love it cuz there is my Poppy <333 Gonna hang it on my wall soon. After i re-paint my bedroom
for CNY. Okay anyone started to do some spring cleaning yet? Not for me hahaha.

Then more and more gifts from all the lovely peoplesssssssssss!
I might miss out some people names but don't mind me.
My heart and my brains remember all of you.

I also wanted to shout out about my hair sponsor Number 76 salon.
Because of them i get to look beautiful all the time. From dark colors and to light colors.

My favorite one totally be this Ash Grey + Blue Undertone hair color.

Now my current hair color are in orangy color.
So in 2015 i'm really happy to be a part of this and they are really good to me.
I feel so grateful and lucky to get to collaborate with them.

Thus you ladies and man, do always check out their Instagram and their
official Websites for any promotion updates!
Recently, they just expand a new branch at Singapore.

Congratulations Number 76!

So and i guess i'm done with my long brag about my birthday stories.
That's it and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

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