If you're still reading my blog, i applause to you and those who actually try to
read my lousy blog post. Maybe it only go through one or two post from you,
but thanks anyway for taking ur time to waste on me.

Anyway, emo nemo me decided to write up a hopeless romantic blogpost
right now instead on focusing what is happening right now.
Tbh, these days i'm quite depressed. But I'm fine. Don't worry.
Still eat well, still walk, still alive. I watched the recent film Peninsular
and I feel like I low key relatable to the leftover zombies in the movie.

There is so many things on my head now that I couldn't describe it,
also part of me feel like a walking dead. But anyway not the point here.

I come across smtg cute today.
If you would ever want to confess to your crush..

Choose today because your love will forever be 24/7.
If forever exist.

Get it?? :)



Life in Singapore Phase 2

Hi life update Phase 2. This is literally half freedom after 3 months of staying in.
Then right now it's all about the daily mask. Made this GIF so everyone can
actually relate to me. 


Online Shopaholic

I don't know if the title of this post sort of related to you because
I'm an Online Shopaholic now.


Till then, nightly night.

Another midnight draft going on my head when the clock strike midnight.
Some might be sleeping soundly by now, or staying up for
something that worth their time. Something to keep their life going.
Not sure if I’m over feeling these days but my head are full of emotions
that I just wanted to write it down rather keeping it in my head.


Kiyomizu-dera, Kyoto

Since 2020 already been canceled,
I decided to throwback my happy trip back in 2019 May.
Super random, super short one. Please do not expect high quality post hahah!

Wore Kimono for the very first time Kiyomizu Temple!


Everything I didn't know about myself

Me, sitting on my bed on a cozy rainy Sunday at 3pm writing this draft right now.
Prepared my own lunch, stand for 20 minutes for it to digest, read a book while
trying to kill time and there it go where my mind started to wander.


Uncountable days

Pinky Hold
As much as i want to stay positive on my own these days..
I no longer know how.. This covid thing has stopped me from doing so much.
I wan't to visit my father who is in the hospital. I want to be there for him.
I can't even help much..


I’m a hopeless romantic person.

I’m a sucker for all the rom-com out there.
I’ll hide in my blanket and say aww at all the love scene
from my tiny phone. Tear up too easily wishing all these
love is real and maybe one day if I’m lucky.. I’ll get it too.

Sometime I believe in true love when I see couples still stick
together even when their hair turns white. Holding hands
walking side by side asking how’s your day goes by
even if they wake up to each another for more than 60 years.

I cry too easily over emotional scenes. Wishing that someday
I’ll met that someone who are just as happy as I am, spending
all the free days together doing nothing but just chuckles and smiles.
Maybe that will not occur to me but, I believe in love.
I believe love in others. At least that give me a tiny little hope.

Wishing that someday I’m worthy to someone and
they will fight for me no matter what. Not just solely talking,
but the actions to prove their loyalty.

Because we are worth it 😔


Logging the zen January

I remember how funny it was to told my girlfriends that i am going to do a sober January,
yet i'm still drinking moderately. Oh yeah i did that. Claps to that.

I just came back from Penang last weekend and of course, Me. 
Dear Me, would never ever skip the speakeasy bar.

Also logging to my blog as I've just back from one of my good friend farewell party
as she's moving back to Shanghai. Also second point, only had one glass of
gin and two glass of whiskey. Can i say, i'm pretty sober and low-key? :D

Oh btw, did anyone watch Crash landing on you this K drama yet?
Please do so as i'm totally converting everyone to watch. Also Hyun Bin-shi is love T__T

I don't know why i'm updating this boring post.
Maybe tonight i feel great. I was spacing out in the dark, feel the wind blew to my face,
walking alone in the street pass midnight. To be honest, i feel happy today.
Maybe the universe is loving me right now.. and please continue to do so as I will love you back.

Thank you to the angels who appear every 4:44 to remind me you're here.




Hello new decade, hello my dead blog, lol.

I wonder who would still read this blog.
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